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Real Name: Brandon Palas
Birthday: 7/26/1979
Gender: Male
Location: Pennsylvania
Occupation: Artist
Industry: Art
Hobbies: aparently writing...and other than that... lovin every second that Joie Sue Hiers is in my life
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Member since: 10/26/2003

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Thursday, October 30, 2003

look ur supposed 2 b my boy... my familly...who was there when life seemed so dark u couldnt see...who was there thru all the beef...like instead of u...the shit happened 2 me....when u had scheme...who was right wit u gettin dirty...im right in these streets... wit my rolled up sleves...even when u got greedy...made money offa me....played like u were helpin me...and said u werent mad @ me...bitch please...when u were dyin 2 live i helped u eat...and im not just talkin bout the money...im talkin bout buyin some food so u AND  the baby....had food 2 eat... u cant  do shit so u pawn shit off on me....i made u a ton of money....then u turn ur back on me....so now u dont got a reason 2 talk 2 me....now its treason to walk beside me....u got me believein my socks gimme... super invisibility...somehow concealin me.....o silly me...ur just pretendin like U DONT SEE ME...

anyway i aint mad @ cha dog..jus' dont disrespect me


Wednesday, October 29, 2003

well i didnt write anything in here today...... i was workin on my other pages/sites... so i got busy.....but here's something i wrote lastnight.... 4 your enjoyment...

see im not a gangtsa or a thug... n i neva claimed 2 b....ima business man and thats all  i wanna b....j handle my shit like its supposed 2 b....n so should u if u wanna work wit me....i just dont know how much simpler it could b....the worst thing u can do is try 2 play me....if i think ur stealin from me....the only words ull hear... is rest in peace...it wont b long b4 i see u in these streets....and well b even once ur breathin is ceased...so b4 u dream of bein a thief.... thinkk bout all the moneb in these streets....if u put ur heart in soul into gettin money.. soon u will see... what a pleasure it is doin business wit me....as long as u dont play me ....stab me in the back... betray me....itll make life so easy...i dont wanna show the evil side of me...dont make me get dirty.... prowlin these streets


Tuesday, October 28, 2003

IMA COPY CAT I KNOW BUT I COULDNT SLEEP.... SO THIS IS WHAT I DID....

I HOPE U STILL LOVE ME


IM SO DEPRESSED AND I CANT TELL U EXACTLY Y....EVERYTIME I LOOK IN THE MIRROR ALL I C IS SELF HATE IN MY EYES...AS I START TO CRY... I REALIZE... I HAVE NO LIFE....SHED A TEAR AS MY PUPPY CRIES...I KNOW SHE JUST WANTS TO GO OUTSIDE... BUT I CANT DO ANYTHING BUT CRY...IM STUCK HERE...STARIN IN THE MIRROR...TRYIN TO STOP THESE TEARS...i just realized all my childhood fears...as my dads demeaning voice rings in my ears..im a failure its clear...


this is something i never told u.... thru all the ilove u's... and the baby i miss u's..... something i never thought to tell u... a while back i realized ill never b poor as long as i have u....money matters and sucess is important... tru....but its meaningless if i cant share it with u.....all the worlds riches dont compare 2 u...u fill the emptiness left by the hell ive been thru...when im sad there u are right on cue...draggin out a smile when no1 else is able 2...my moods improved just thinkin bout u..questionin the good in my life seems to always b the issue..happiness is something im not really used 2....so im pushin u away when i should b kissin u...runnin away when i should b listenin 2 u...tryin 2 play like im not spendin the day missin u...